Today something happened.
I remembered something. I remembered something that I had hidden away because it was too painful to think of.
I have never shared this with anyone.
When you first read this you might feel a little confused as to why it was something that was painful but maybe if you…
How did something so beautiful become my nightmare?
I hear his name and my heart feels so heavy. I see his face in my dreams and a part of me dies. He haunts me. Everyday.
I’m stuck. I’m stuck in a place I don’t want to be in. I just want to be free of his power over me. I don’t want to hate him. I don’t want to love him. I don’t want to anything him.
I want it to be like he was never there to begin with.
This makes me miss my ‘best friend’ like hell.